I went to my room,
Full of gloom,
I felt I was doomed.
I’ve gained pain instead of love,
I’ve seen an ugly crow instead of dove,
I’ve been crushed instead of being uplifted in my own cove.
I hid my face in darkness,
Couldn’t face others with blitheness,
All I could think of was my soul in extreme dryness.
I felt down and crushed,
I wasn’t meant to be loved,
I was meant to be hurt and mocked.
Deep anguish covered my very soul,
It engulfed my body and made me such a fool,
Yes, you were really my downfall!